I am aggravated at myself and work. Every day I wake up and think that today I’ll manage to write something.
Then RL comes swooping in and socks the Hell out of me. ):
Seriously. I have been working overtime, spend hours living via work email, listening to the boss of my boss yell at us all and make insane demands… I hate the busy season. And this usually lasts until mid-January.
So I am very sorry if you all feel like you’ve been left hanging. I am trying my best to finish my outstanding projects (have partially succeeeded), because chances are that I won’t have time to spare but on the weekends. Deadlines have a way of sneaking up, you know? I want to prevent that.
Of course, then one just wants to catch up on sleep in order to preserve one’s sanity… It’s a vicious cycle.
I am at the point where I don’t even enjoy my one hour of lunch. D:
So, with all this said, I am not disappearing into the wild blue yonder. I am not giving up on the ST fandom and certainly not on K/S/M. If it hurts you to see how little KSM-goodies there are, it hurts me much more – because I should be writing them.
I’ll keep trying.